Sunday, September 1, 2013

the hopeful july

July cycle

July itself warrant a post of its own because it gave a rim of hope when we did the scan at the beginning of the cycle.  I am still on Puregol jabs on 26th to 31st and returned back to clinic on 1st August.  Ann was extremely please and alarmed that there were a couple of eggs growing well and two large eggs waiting to be released, furthermore , the lining was thick. She was happy and it made me happy too that my doc thought we might have higher chances. The healthy egg growths and lining could be due to  the complete two weeks break in Korea. There is definitely a high correlation between stress and your fertility health .

 I started calling hubs and let him know . We were hopeful, we dreamt of having tweenies, we laughed and joked about life with tweenies, but the journey of conceiving continued as the pregnancy strip turned negative at the end . Menses came unexpectedly at day 23, an extremely short cycle which Ann said could be due to the early ovulation. I was feeling down right blue and uncontrollably shed tears and feeling moody for a day . this emotional swing happened despite my mental preparedness for it. I am beginning to appreciate all the sharing of the mothers on the fertility forums.


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